evidently, this chantix can bring on depression and suicidal tendencies. (anyone know that band?)
day three of the drug, i can say that it is causing lots of sleepiness.
tmim called me earlier today, (side note: if she were ever to stalk a person she’d be really good at it). some times she calls me like 10 times a day, i guess she really likes me a lot. (if she’s reading this, this is for comedic effect and what i refer to as “a funny”.)
while i am on the subject, if you are a real life friend or family and find yourself the subject on my blog, if you take offense to anything i say please let me know so that i never do it again.
i had just dropped off the boy at gymnastics and had arrived at costco and she called in search of some gardening tips. i’ve forewarned her that she could become obsessed like i am since she and i have similar tendencies. i’m just glad to be able to pass on my knowledge that ONLY CAME FROM MAKING LOTS OF MISTAKES. when i first began my gardening, i relied on magical sis for advice in addition to my own major mistakes. i learn best this way, not always my favorite way but oh well.
i told tmim about my weird symptoms and she said “i just heard on a morning show that it causes depression and suicidal thoughts”. well, there you go.
now that i KNOW that is a side effect, i will do everything in my power to not let it become a problem for me. out of spite, i will do this. i am a recovering-alcoholic irish-catholic person and we have strange reasons for doing things. as long as it gets us to the place we need to be, i guess it’s ok.
i’m still smoking like a bitch in heat, but supposedly i’ll crave them less and less. (you’d think after spending three full months with my dad that had lung cancer, complete with chemo treatments that i would have quit then but alas i did not).
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