last week i made a quick stop into the grocery store, i walked in near to the grocery cart area, looked down and there was a $50.00 dollar bill laying there.
i picked it up, and held it along with my wallet, just in case the previous owner ran back into the store screaming about losing the $50.00 dollar bill.
to most of you finding this money would be a piece of cake. for me, i still am holding on to it in my wallet wondering if i should do something with it. was it right to pick it up? should i have asked someone about it? is it the result of thanking the universe for finding money for all these years?
honestly, part of my internal quandary is in part do to a certain spiritual awakening that led me to some certain steps that then gave me a design for living. end result? it saved my life. i’m thinking that is a good thing.
now, i don’t walk around judging people for not following the same code. let me repeat that part of my special “code” is what keeps me alive. literally alive. it works for ME. it is not my business what works for YOU.
most people i know, love and treasure would say “thank the universe” again and move on. they are not bad people.
my path is my path and just because you may choose the path to satan, well that’s your own business.
HEE.
(that was all just a joke just there about the satan stuff.)
back in the durango i shared the money finding information with my husband. even tho he can drink beer, wine, and liquor all day long and not be alcoholic he still thinks on the same level that i do, in wondering if keeping it is the “right thing to do”. not b/c someone is looking but b/c we have to live with ourselves until we’re old and old and we have to face ourselves in the mirror.
(i have no idea how he got like that. i mean i had to visit the gutters and lie and steal. he was just BORN like that. not fair i say.)
so internets*, once again i turn to you b/c i am just a student of the people. i am your humble servant (with a BIG MOUTH) that wants to know your take on finding a fifty.
p.s. that fifty is still in my wallet, unharmed.
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